|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
One Of The Boys
Victoria Zeller
It took me a little bit to formulate this review and it's a bit long winded so forgive me, whoever reads this, for the word count.
This book is a solid YA coming of age story of self exploration, discovery and acceptance.
As I listened to the audiobook version, I couldn't help but find myself wondering what little 14 year-old queer questioning me would have felt if more books of this perspective of the transgender experience were available to me in the early 2000's.
There was an ache that settled in my chest that caught me by surprise as the book went on and at first I couldn't put my finger on it. Then it hit me like a gut punch: Hopeful. This book, and the others in the same category, make me feel hopeful for the upcoming generations. Hopeful that queer and questioning (and honestly even the straight) teens growing up in todays tumultuous and, in some states, quite dangerous social and political climate, will come across this book and gain clarity, or comfort, or a new perspective. And, of course, like the double edged sword that hope can be, it comes with feeling the grief of growing up without the vocabulary, representation or insight that mightve cushioned my own experience.
The experiences that Grace grapples with through the book resonated with me at a level I didnt really anticipate as a 31 year old transgender man reading a YA novel set in high school. I was even more surprised to find how similar the emotions that I had to grapple with at the early stages of my own transition (my early 20s), lined up with Grace's internal monologuing as a trans woman navigating the pressure of being visible and in sports. Bonus points for there being a character with my name who also went to Catholic school. I found a lot of good humor in this book and it brought me back to my time in softball and soccer. :
(SPOILER HERE /////
I also was surprised to find myself being able to relate to some of the adults in the book expressing their concern or "wisdom" in ways that used to be down right rage inducing hesring it from adults in my own experiences. That really threw me. This book did a fantastic job of helping me see how much my own perspective has shifted through the years.
All in all, this book is one I cannot wait to buy and add to my collection and one I am so grateful to see on the shelves (or audio files) of the library I borrowed it from.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|